Showing posts with label Oregon. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Oregon. Show all posts
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Woodland Animals in my backyard
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Sunny playground day in February!
Today was a beautiful, sunny day. This is a rarity in Oregon's winter, and when it happens, one must go outside immediately. We did, and we had fun!
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Dusk on the Fern Ridge Trail
This afternoon I decided to go out with the children, despite many rumors of black ice, frigid temperatures and freezing rain. We were sick of the house, have had company for more than two weeks (don't even get me started on that one right now- it's a whole blog post of it's own), needed some space and hadn't yet done our yearly ritual of gathering greens for an Advent Wreath on our home nature table. Usually I start the nature-based advent rituals in the beginning of December, but since we just unpacked enough to get the nature table out from under some boxes and put in it's official spot, today was the day.
I got the babies ridiculously bundled for the Chariot ride, and then stepped out to find out that as usual, my fellow Oregonians are completely over-reacting, because I found the weather to be mild and pleasant, in a wintery and nippy kind of way. There was minimal ice to slip on, no precipitation and a lovely thick mist in the air. A very small portion of the canal had some floating ice (okay weather eggageraters, I'll give you that!). We had a really nice time picking out greens to clip. I would point and Reya would help me choose before I cut each piece. She especially likes the plants with little red berries, like Holly and Laurel. She was completely into the process, and Galen appeared to be watching in silent wonderment and content. It is so awesome to be back in a lush environment where so many different trees are all around, and thriving in health.
Along the tree-snipping adventure, we had the pleasure of viewing several animals enjoying the early dusk. It was really hard to photograph them, because the camera was hard to hold perfectly still while the shutter moved slowly enough for the dim light out, which is why the pictures are both dark and blurry, but I wanted to put them up here, anyway. This is the first Nutria that we have gotten this close to. A lot of people think they are unpleasant creatures, but this evening I found my self drawn to them, as they went about their business, eating the tall grass along side the canal, and slipping away into their holes when they felt uncomfortable with our eyes on them.
I saw one young one, alongside what I guessed to be it's mother. Very sweet.
Many ducks were sitting together in remarkable stillness along the bank, as well. I wonder if they were nestling down to keep warm?
In the dimming evening, my babies both nodded off to dreamland. The lovely, moist air and silence floated blissfully around me. I walked moderately, savoring the space, energized by my own movements, and let tensions slip away as I settled into a rare enjoyment of solitude. I heard a rustle, and drew in my breath in delight when I realized that it wasn't more nutria, but a pair of young raccoons peeking curiously from the underbrush. We watched each other in fascination, and I attempted a few photos, but it was far too dark, and all I got were some glowing eyes in a midnight background (not worth posting). I walked for another hour, into the deepening night, up hills, down slopes and into my wandering mind.
I got the babies ridiculously bundled for the Chariot ride, and then stepped out to find out that as usual, my fellow Oregonians are completely over-reacting, because I found the weather to be mild and pleasant, in a wintery and nippy kind of way. There was minimal ice to slip on, no precipitation and a lovely thick mist in the air. A very small portion of the canal had some floating ice (okay weather eggageraters, I'll give you that!). We had a really nice time picking out greens to clip. I would point and Reya would help me choose before I cut each piece. She especially likes the plants with little red berries, like Holly and Laurel. She was completely into the process, and Galen appeared to be watching in silent wonderment and content. It is so awesome to be back in a lush environment where so many different trees are all around, and thriving in health.
Along the tree-snipping adventure, we had the pleasure of viewing several animals enjoying the early dusk. It was really hard to photograph them, because the camera was hard to hold perfectly still while the shutter moved slowly enough for the dim light out, which is why the pictures are both dark and blurry, but I wanted to put them up here, anyway. This is the first Nutria that we have gotten this close to. A lot of people think they are unpleasant creatures, but this evening I found my self drawn to them, as they went about their business, eating the tall grass along side the canal, and slipping away into their holes when they felt uncomfortable with our eyes on them.
I saw one young one, alongside what I guessed to be it's mother. Very sweet.
Many ducks were sitting together in remarkable stillness along the bank, as well. I wonder if they were nestling down to keep warm?
In the dimming evening, my babies both nodded off to dreamland. The lovely, moist air and silence floated blissfully around me. I walked moderately, savoring the space, energized by my own movements, and let tensions slip away as I settled into a rare enjoyment of solitude. I heard a rustle, and drew in my breath in delight when I realized that it wasn't more nutria, but a pair of young raccoons peeking curiously from the underbrush. We watched each other in fascination, and I attempted a few photos, but it was far too dark, and all I got were some glowing eyes in a midnight background (not worth posting). I walked for another hour, into the deepening night, up hills, down slopes and into my wandering mind.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
We're Here!
Here I am. I am in lovely, wet, green, mossy Eugene, Oregon with my two babies, and my two big boys will arrive in January after their long adventure in South America. I worked so hard to get to this point. Fundraising, planning, packing... I did it, and made it to a beautiful place, minus one boyfriend/father of little children that I made a point to leave. Now I must find a way to sustain us.
I find that I am terrified. I have been terrified since I stepped on the airplane that Samhain/Halloween evening, and became more so when I walked inside of my new, Oregon apartment the next afternoon, with my sister and her husband. I am afraid now, because I didn't have time to think about it in all the hustle and bustle of making the move happen. Now it hits me with gusto. I planned carefully, assuming that the college financial aid package would be enough to live off of, if I found a low priced rental. So far, the award letter looks insufficient, and I am getting declined for additional alternative loans. I turned in all sorts of requests for adjustments, but have not heard back from the University. Will there be money for rent in January and beyond? Will we be okay? I may not breathe fully until I find an answer to that question. Please readers do not be annoyed with the Google ads that I subscribed to on this blog. "Ad Sense" is one of my tiny efforts at generating a little more income. Sorry, really! I hate advertising, too.
SOOOO many friends in Colorado and family from other places gave me support through this move, and it all fell into place beautifully. I have such gratitude for the fact that I made it this far. I know that it was the right thing to do, because where we were was definitely not okay. I am trying so hard to have faith that everything will continue to work out.
Being a single mother is so far the biggest challenge I have ever faced. I frequently think that there is not enough of me for both the toddler and baby. Somehow, we get through each day, and I think the kids are generally pretty happy.

I am not handed anything in life that I cannot manage, right?

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